Ever felt like everything was barren in your life? Kinda like my garden plot when we first started it? Knowing that you have done and are doing all the right things; preparing for a future. Like---I really don't know if everything is really going to turn out the way you want it to. Like--knowing if Spring is really going to get here or not. . . . I feel that way now. Kinda concerned.
You worry that if it does turn out, it may look like this:
And not lilke this:
In my dreams I want it (my future) to look like a beautiful, producing garden that is refreshing . . .
And beautiful to everyone who happens by . . .
But, today, I have my doubts. "Doubting Thomas!" you say, "Spring will get here, soon enough!" you say. Well, today is today, and I just don't feel it. Ever felt like that?